Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Tests and more tests

On Monday, 11/10, Amanda had her second PET scan and third biopsy.  Both are part of the study in which she is taking part.  Unlike past biopsies, the doctor allowed me to stay the in the room for this one.  I am glad that she did as it gave me just a small glimpse into what Amanda is going through from the patient's POV.
As IU is a teaching hospital, a resident was in the room at the time.  The doctor who had done the last two biopsies asked Amanda's permission for the resident to do the biopsy, and Amanda allowed it.  The next few minutes were a bit of organized chaos.  Doctor and resident began speaking about Amanda in clinical terms.  While they manipulated her body and viewed the mass on an ultra-sound, all the while the doctor walking the resident how to work the biopsy knife, the nurse was asking Amanda to confirm her name and spelling.  As the biopsy was underway doctor and resident were focused on the procedure while the nurse would periodically check in with Amanda to make sure that she was okay.
I do not mean to make it sound as though the doctor is cold.  That has not been our experience with this person, at all.  She has been both professionally and personally involved since Amanda's diagnosis.  This was simply the first time that I had been present when it became "all business."
Amanda, of course, handled it with absolute aplomb.  In over 22 years of knowing her, I have never seen her cry due to pain.  She is, without a doubt, the toughest person I have ever known.  Throughout this, the idea of physical discomfort, surgical pain and sickness have never been a consideration to her when discussing treatment.  Her only focus has been on beating this.  When doctors, nurse and techs bring up the side effects and extra tests that may accompany treatments, her only question is, "Is this the best course to curing me?"
As always, she amazes me with her strength, both physical and emotional.  Even when I can see the pressure of living with this in her body is getting to her, she shakes her head, puts on a smile and gets on with her day.  Strongest.  Person.  I know.
Next Monday is her next treatment.  It will likely be the next update, as well.  In the meantime, please send some good mojo Amanda's way.  Thanks!  

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